It’s September 7, 2011 and its been a long while since I’ve posted on my blog. A lot of things have changed since my previous post which ultimately made to me to think that my Mission Level X had been successfully accomplished. Although it didn’t match with the 10 objectives that were mentioned in my actual Level X post, I still see a new ‘me’ within myself with all the new changes I’ve been doing to interact with the people. Basically, the reason for not updating the blog is because of the huge revamp I’ve given to my blog for which I had to work on for quite a long time and now it’s finally here for you to experience it. Parithi X (Parithi + Level X) is not something that I’ve dreamt of, like becoming a Rockstar, but it brings a complete change in me in the way how I interact with people, how I care about my allies and enemies, and how I think and behave with reference to my past memories. I no longer think about my past and beautiful memories which I used hope of seeing them again, I will not be thinking of the discouraging moments made by several people to take me down and I will be looking forward to meet new failures rather than successes since failure does bring a lot of experience and also it doesn’t give room for over expectations.
Last August, we had Placement training in our college which was one of the most important events to make me realize who I am. Although many say that I have a lot of knowledge regarding the technical side and also English, the Group Discussion (GD) event of the Placement training showed that I was a total ‘FAYUL’. Yet I did perform well in the other events such as the Technical HR and the aptitude tests. I was crushed to pieces when I saw even my old bus mates and classmates performing exceptionally well but will be pretending to me as if they do not have knowledge in English and Technical Know-How. I took it as a very serious issue to look upon and I am trying my best to overcome my fear when I face a significant amount of crowd. Next, I was asked to take a small presentation on TQM, which is one of the management papers which I have in my current semester. When our staff told me to present it, I was stunned and had to no other way to do it. So I made courageous attempt and presented the Toyota 5S System to the class. But still, my hands and legs were visibly shivering a lot in-spite of having no fear of the crowd in my mind.
Next, Girls. Fear? Nada. But still many girls think I’m scared of them on seeing me not willing to talk with them but they do not know that the real reason is that I do not wish to talk with them without any reason. Also, you have to consider the girls I mention here are not actually my friends. I do talk well with my friends who are girls such as Muhil Akka, Lilly, Kirthika, Deboraal Jackulin, Suganya and they seem to appreciate me very well with a good response. This shows that I have completely lost fear of talking with girls but I really don’t know how I managed to get rid of it.
So, What is Level X now? and Why should I share it with you? The reason ‘why’ is because I want my fellow fans to know what I’ve changed within me and also with the hope that you might add it to your self policies to adopt it. And the answer for ‘what’ is Level X is a set of some policies which I adopt to reduce failure and improve productiveness for a better future. Here are a very few of them :
1. Do the things, You Love!
You might have a lot of interests that you might love doing, but you will be concentrating on other stuff that interests your friends. Even I used to do the same thing in the past, but now I wish to concentrate on my work first and others’ next. Being unique is one of my top priorities.
2. Be Selfish, But Be Generous!
Yeah, I know the sentence is made up of words contrary to each other but I guess you get my point. Although mostly everyone follows this and also tells me to follow the same but for the first time I’m going to adopt it. I used to help even the people who try to exploit for their own use and I even do it sometimes sacrificing myself by wasting my precious time of mine for other’s work. Well from now on, I say ‘No!’ to those try to stop me from doing my work and asking me to help them instead. Sorry exploiters, time to catch another horsey for you!
3. Take Risks, Not the stupid ones!
You might have heard that the ship is not meant to stay at the harbor where its safe. It’s built to travel miles and miles over the seas and oceans fighting against the forces of natures such as storms. Same way, I’m sure we won’t accomplish anything useful if we are not ready to take any risks. But at the same time, we should be careful not to try to take the stupid risks either!
4. Keep Friends Close, And Enemies Closer!
Yep, you’re right! It’s just another proverb. I’ve been doing this right from my childhood but I will be keeping in mind not to worry my true friends so much in the event of hanging out with my enemies instead. But this time, a slight change in that. I no longer worry about my friends who think that I’m moving on with another person who might be my enemy, because I realize that my true friends will know about me and my character. And I hope that they will not leave me alone if i ditch them completely and having a close relationship with my enemies.
5. Stop At Nothing!
I used to stop doing things when I face failure and cry in vain for them. But isn’t true anymore! I’ve decided to keep trying and trying with a strong hope of accomplishing that task even though it seems impossible. A great example for this could be the death of my Luna (My Transcend Flash Drive) for which I completely lost hope of making it work again. But last week, I took a serious attempt of making it work. And the result, Luna is alive now! I made an extensive research on how flash drives behave and how they get formatted, tried several tools and softwares, and finally came up with my own simple idea after two hours and implemented it on my Luna and brought back its life! So, what I mean to say is, Do not stop trying until you accomplish your goal – Nothing is Impossible! (Apart from the stupid ones).
Contributions:
Accomplishing Level X, is made possible only with the help of my friends and enemies, and injecting Linkin Park’s music into my bloodstream by hearing it for more than 4 weeks continuously every morning and night. Because of the change in bus timings, I got back my old friends who were my bus mates during my First Year notably Prabhu. And also another second year guy named Vishnu studying in another college allied to ours and together I meet new challenges everyday. And now for some statistics, the Top 5 people who looked forward to see me as Parithi X were Kirthika, Lilly, Armugam, Deboraal, and Nalini. But Lilly contributed the most for encouraging me take more risks and challenges, whereas Kirthika and Arumugam did not want me to take unnecessary risks and get scolding from anyone. Here’s a statistical chart which might give a more clear picture:

Although it might be discouraging Kirthika and Arumugam, who want me to be a good boy always. To those two I wish to say, ‘Sorry guys, There’s no use in being good! And also I can’t take any risks with enough courage if I behave like a good boy’. Now, I’m not Good, Not Bad but you can see me as a New Parithi X! And To Everyone, Let’s hope for a better future Together!